Finally - Release

I didn't like that one bit.

Its been exactly 1 month and 5 days since Samantha came out to strut her stuff.  

But this is without doubt the best I've felt while dressed in a good while.
This is not to say that it's always mundane, quite the contrary, otherwise would I really spend 2 hours on makeup to just sit around the house and talk to people online?
Me thinks not.

However today, just seems like, extra special or something, like it's an occasion to be savored - and I'm savoring it.
I finally got rid of all that disgusting body hair stubble that's been plaguing me for weeks.
I could have shaved it before now, but, I dunno, there's something about it that just helps to get the femme feelings into gear.
I took some pics of myself in a dress I got from Matalan in the January sales, but just neve got round to picture taking until today. I really like it, kind of office-wear, but still kinda glam, what to you think? 

 

I used a time-lapse/continuous shot app on my phone, there's more images on my flickr

I also started up a Pintrest account. I seriously can not believe I overlooked this for so long!
Its awesome, its like having all your browser bookmarks for individual items on the web, but with pictures :D
I love it, so far its all shoes, nails and eye makeup, but It's my first day.
Feel free to add me and suggest some cool stuff - large size heels, dresses, wigs, makeup, nails, tutorials, you name it, if it's not links to porn or sex toys I'll probably give it the once over.

But that's it really, Ive just been sat here again, all dressed up an nowhere to go, as my good friends Jen said to me.
I'm not sure if it's the time away or just feeling that I'm long overdue, but I'm dying to get out for a night out as Samantha. Maybe hit Canal Street, or take a trip down to Pink Punters?
Either way, I gotta get out of this house, I need to feel like I'm not a freak, I need a wider acceptance today. Again, I really have no idea where this is coming from. The start of a foggy patch?
Not too sure yet.

One thing is sure though...
I'm back!

If you don't want to miss me next time - hit that follow button!
xxx